the gods themselves laugh at my name

this is what I have learned more than anything.

your friends will become your enemies.
your love will change to hate.
your life will turn itself in.
memories will continue to haunt.
jobs will come and go.
family will die off one at a time.
money will only be there when you don't really need it.
new positives will rarely make up for the past pain.
small joys become large problems.
home will lose it's meaning.
forever becomes a phobia.
songs annoy when their supposed to calm.
schools teach you nothing new.
hospitals grow familiar.
things you never used before will only gain importance once gone.
people you never loved the way you should will be buried.
places that were meant to be your home will collapse into the ground.
debts will continue to scrap and tear at the sleeve.
permanent additions will fade away.
calenders will fly by.
people will leave horrible voids.
roads will be paved.
bridges will be burned.
diseases will spread.
cancer will reign supreme.
life will remove the joy from itself.
the sun will rise to greet the pain.
the moon will shine to show your tears.
lyrics will sting a cold reality.
give in now and you miss the show.
stay till the end and you become the epilogue.

Seven days in and already failed

New Years resolutions tend to be body, career, love, mind and vice related. How many promises have I made to myself that I have not kept? More than I care or have the capacity to remember. I can however attempt to better the way in which i pursue these improvements. So onward the path I shall continue, working towards a better, faster, prettier, more successful, skinnier, happier, more likeable me!
sure
Fuck that

instead i will add to more increasingly crazy life by allowing stranger from all over the planet to view my creations, my thoughts, my dreams, my passions, my loves, my failures, my plans, my humble and not so humble moments, my family, my choices, my hopes, my inspiration, my favorites, my loathed, my fears, my future, me