I have decided that one of the hardest things for me to do is survive on my own.
I seek a soul
I seek a partner
I seek inspiration
Until this is found the recipe will not be complete
The meal will go uneaten
The table will be set
The guests will not arrive
To create, this too is asking so much. When my soul hungers for companionship, it lacks Proper feedback, grounding, imagination, muse, niche.
I can not continue this journey alone for too much longer
The long life that one might lead is far too long to be lead alone.